My Melt Down

The tears started when I looked at my awful hair.
I had a melt down this morning.

All the things in life just got to me and I had to have a good cry over it all.

The sad thing is, I let my prince charming have it all.

I took it out on him and blew up a few times.

The kids have been home for 3 weeks, 24 hours, 7 days a week.

I love my kids.

I love spending my time with them.

But I truly need a break.

Especially when my kids are giving me the run-around.

And one in particular has just about pushed me to my limits.

Moving is fun and all, but there's so much to do with a move.

I still have boxes to go through, sort, and put away.

I have a garage that needs cleaned out and a shed too.

My room is a mess.

I have spent so much time helping the kids with their chores, that my own room is suffering.

I miss my caring friends from back home.

I don't know why, but it's harder for me to make friends in my new place.

Okay, so there's my rant!

I know, it's a pitiful one, but I feel better just laying it all out on the table.

Now that I got it all out, I can just let go of it all and move forward.

I am grateful for prayer.

I know Heavenly Father hears and answers our every plea.

My amazing and so loving Prince Charming is giving me the day off to do what I want.

I decided I would tackle the things I never get to do and have wanted to.

I started by reading a chapter of my book I'm reading.

I cleaned out so much in my room.

I organized the boys clothes.
I had a peaceful, windy walk that helped me realize where I'm wrong and how I can improve.

Thank you to my Prince Charming.
It was nice to not have to worry about my responsibilities and have a day off!